My fault

You and me, are not to be.

Our love forbidden, like Romeo and Juliette.

My parents just don't understand.

They don't see that my love for you,

flies beyond just a teenage crush.

They don't see that our love,

our love is unconditional.

So I sneak around, behind their backs.

What they don't know wont hurt 'em.

But what I didn't know,

was that it might hurt me.

The weeks turned into months.

I said no, but you said they are all doing it.

You whispered in my ear,

you wouldn't love me anymore if I didnt.

I said your love must not be true,

took a couple steps back, but you pulled me close.

You said you wouldnt hurt me.

But you lied.

I refused, but my refusals had no effect.

Over and over and over again,

you took me.

I tried to fight it, but your strength overwhelmed me.

The pain, not only of the sex, but of hiding it from everyone,

was unbarable.

You said if I told a soul, you'd kill me.

I thought you loved me.

How could you do this?

I guess it's true, a stiff dick really has no concience.

My parents were right,

you were just trouble.

I'ts been months now,

since you were put in jail.

I still have nightmares,

I am still plagued by the fears.

Never again, will I be the same.

Most would say it's YOUR fault.

well, most would lie.

The fault is no one's but mine.