Because of You

Because of you

I tell them all that I hardley even think of you anymore.

That I've gotten over you, closed the door.

I tell them that to me, its no longer a big deal.

That love for you is no longer something that I feel.

But I tell these people many things,

That aren't always true.

I refuse to let them know that I dont know what to do.

You see, these people feed off of weakness and pain.

Show no signs of either and they'll leave you alone.

So I keep it all inside until I'm safe at home.

Sitting in the saftey of my room, with the door locked.

That's when I shed my tears, that is until someone knocks.

I ask them what they want, while wiping the evidence of tears from my eyes.

For even from my flesh and blood my pain I have to hide.

They wouldnt understand.

All they'd do is judge.

They'd tell me that I'm fine and from that they wouldn't budge.

They wouldn't believe me when i tell them that i'm not.

Because for fourteen years I was always so strong.

Now that I've finally broken, I dont know what to do

Ive never felt like this, never been so blue.

And guess what? It's all because of you.