Ashley Nicole
ok so the background info on this poem is my sisters name is ashley nicole.. but she didnt like that so we call her nicci... she used to be the BEST sister EVER.. and now she is HORRIBLE!!!! she lies to me CONSTANTLY.. she is breaking a court order to be with a 16 year old guy that i was dating when they hooked up... shes never home and when she is she argues constantly.. she cant hold a job down, she is 21 almost 22 with two kids that got taken away from her by DCFS... shes just horrible and i miss the girl she used to be.
ASHLEY NICOLE
What happened to the girl I used to know?
Where did she go?
Why did she leave?
What happened to the girl,
my sister,
before all this.
Before you left your family,
before you seemed so crazy?
I want her back.
But no.
Shes gone forever.
And she REFUSES to come back.
What happened to the girl that was once my hero?
You arent her anymore,
no matter how i wish you were.
You care for you,
and you alone.
but you try to make it seem otherwise.
i love you Nicci, I always will.
And when you REALLY need it,
I am here to help.
But not as a sister.
As a caring stranger.
Cause for now,
I have no sister called Nicci,
only an acquaintance called Ashley Nicole.
Comments
well nicci (ashley Nicole) used to be my hero.. but she ruined her life really young and REFUSES to fix it. she could.. if she would just try. but she wont.
That is good advice , but still she is family no matter what has happened ...
yes.. its FAMILY.. but the doesnt necisarily they are your... well idk the word i want.... its like.. yeah.. shes my sister by blood, and i love her, always will.. but shes NOT my sister, ya know? i dont consider her a sister anymore because shes done so much to ruin her life and the lives around her.. like she used to be my HERO.. my IDOL.. but not any more.. idk...
its really complicated.. can u get on aim?
I'm on AIM !!!