Brandi_that ONE chick’s Neighborhood

stolen from flutterbox!

1. I've come to realize that my boobs...are a nice shape…but they need to be larger! I want to be a “B” cup!

2. I've come to realize that when I talk...people listen.

3. I've come to realize that when I love someone...they are forever a part of me.

4. I've come to realize that I need...social interaction. I can’t live a full, happy life without it.

5. I've come to realize that I have lost…my self-consciousness. I finally like me!

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...I get ditched with no explanation.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...it’s cuz I got a hold of a bottle of Patron!

8. I've come to realize that money...is important and will come with time and education.

9. I've come to realize that people...aren’t always who they seem, but they usually are who they say they are.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...a little bit anal, slightly controlling and no matter what I will be tall and thin. (And people can just hate me for that if they want…I don’t care anymore!)

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on...Stacy, more of a friend crush, but still, a little crush. :)

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is...one of my most cherished possessions! I can’t live without it!!!

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...I immediately wanted to go back to bed. I haven’t been sleeping well…probably because I am taking too many naps.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night...I like everything to be in its place.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...how badly I want to do something that I cannot do.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Vox...I love seeing the new QoTd and vox hunt! They inspire me!!! 

19. I've come to realize that today I will...waste as much time as I can watching TV.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will...wash a load of clothes, watch part of a movie, and go to bed at a fairly decent time.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will...try to develop some sort of schedule that does not involve immediately going back to bed once Scott and Claudia leave.

22. I've come to realize that I really want...the summer semester to start so that I can go back to work. I need money! I need to shop!!!

 23. I've come to realize that my parents...will always be how they are. They are too self-absorbed to ever really care what is going on in my life.

24. I've come to realize that love...can be everlasting, all enduring and painful at times…but it never goes away. There is always someone to love.

25. I've come to realize that crying...is something I have to do. I can’t help it. There are times that I just have to cry and nothing is going to stop it.

26. I've come to realize short people...have just as many problems shopping as tall people!

27. I've come to realize that food...is a major part of my life. I love to eat. I crave sweets. I dream about junk food. I am an addict.

28. I've come to realize that my roommate...is my life partner.

29. I've come to realize that working...is essential to being happy.

30. I've come to realize that my life...is just what I have always wanted. A loving, supportive husband, a well-rounded intelligent child, friends that are like family and family that are friends…I am on the path to a career that I desire and I love myself more than I ever have.

stolen from Connie thru memes anonymous!

10 Movies You're Excited to See:

01. Iron Man

02. Hancock

03. The Dark Knight

04. Swing Vote

05. The Hulk

06. War, Inc.

07. Baby Mama

08. Harold & Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay

09. Kung Fu Panda

10. The Happening

What is your deepest, darkest fear?
Submitted by [Susan].

   
I have two deep, dark fears.

Falling...everytime I am in a situation that involves heights, I feel like I am going to fall. It's irrational. I can be standing on the 4th floor of a parking garage, nowhere near the edge and I get this overwhelming sensation that I am going to fall. Or I can be on the 3rd floor of a building waiting for the elevator, and get this feeling that I am going to just fall through the floor. Isn't that ridiculous?! There is this sky bridge between one of the local hospitals and it's parking garage, and I cannot cross it. I take two steps on to it and I have to sit down. I can't overcome the feeling that either it or I am going to fall....even though rationally I know that is not going to happen. It's crazy.

Not being able to scream when I need to scream. I have dreams like this. Someone grabs me (or someone I love) and starts tor run away and I am unable to scream. I try to scream...but no sound comes out. Nothing. I am paralyzed with fear. This one doesn't get to me often. I usually am very careful to make sure I am in situations that would not require me to scream if someone did try to grab me. I know it's weird, but it's there. I honestly am not sure I could scream if but in an overwhelmingly scary situation...

What do you daydream about? Is it something far-fetched, or something that might actually happen?
Submitted by lost_in_eternity2207.

My daydreams are usually R- to X-rated...so I am not going to elaborate. ;) I don't think they are that far-fetched, but they are (at this point) unlikely to occur. They usually involve me...Scott...and at least one beautiful bisexual woman. Those are hard to come by in the deep south though. Maybe once we move to the west coast we will have more luck. ;)

What do you do when you get a crush on someone?
Submitted by Desi.

I haven't had a real crush in years...but when I do develop a crush, I tend to obsess a little. I don't stalk them or anything...but if we are at the same place I watch them more than anyone else. I like to know who they are talking to, what they are wearing. Little details. I usually try to catch their eye and smile. Make sure they notice me...they usually don't though. I don't think that I am flirtatious enough to catch anyone's attention.

I had a huge crush the first few semesters of college...it was my Philosophy professor. I thought he was cute and smart. I started going to his office to talk about class, discuss issues, figure out how I felt about issues. Nothing ever happened....I found out he had a girlfriend and decided it was best not to even try. I could have talked to Scott and made a deal with him so that I could act on my crush...but my professor having a gf killed it for me. I don't like anyone to break the rules. I wouldn't have been breaking any rules, but he would have. I think he knew I had a crush on him and he kept his distance...but we did flirt a lot. The flirting was good for me...it gave me an extra boost of confidence.

Other good things did come out of it as well. I spent many lunch breaks discussing issues with him. I learned a lot about myself. I became comfortable discussing political issues. I still keep in touch with him online. He moved to Kentucky two semesters after I had my last philosophy class with him. I miss being able to discuss political current events with him...

Hey....ahhhh.....

Ant Eater

National Geographic Daily Dozen

Were you gonna finish the rest of that bagel ??

i am in love. i want to move to L.A.! :) but only if i get to hang out with the girls in the L word...especially Shane! is anyone else in love? i can do without all the drama...but the fun stuff sure looks fun. ;)

but seriously, i would love to move somewhere that had a gay/lesbian/bisexual/transgender community. that would be so great! gonna have to start looking at Portland and Seattle and see what their LGBT communities are like. not that i necessarily want to live in that community, but i would like my daughter to be exposed to something other than heterosexual couples. it would be nice to be open about who i am...not that she is old enough for me to get into that with her, but by the time we move (~3 years) she will be reaching the right age (13).

the L word does make me thing about a large part of myself that is kept hidden. i can't be openly bisexual in such a close-minded community. there are no events to attend, no people to meet... it sucks. i cannot wait to move to a more liberal area where i can meet other people who share my views. not just about sexuality, but about life. i can't imagine what it would be like to talk to other people that agree with me. sure, i have a core group of friends that agree...but i want to go out and meet new people. i like getting to know people. i like learning people's stories. i enjoy the "getting to know you" stage in a friendship....

OMGosh....

Audrie Janae

Oh, a birth announcement came in the mail...not the baby....